Dear Orlando Hall

Your sorryass was supposed to make a payment this week and for some reason I counted on it. Man does that bite. I hope that everytime you look at yourself, you like what you is wearing and remembers that You didn't buy Tony anything. You are a worthless man. You have never kept a steady job, never gotten an entire education, never played a positive role in my sons life & yet you are still allowed to roam the city free as a bird. Why is that, well because you have learned, if you pay as little as possible from time to time, you don't go to jail because the state looks at that as an effort. You do me no good in jail either, but it is amazing how fast I get $1000 when you think you might make it to jail. How do you come up with that money so fast? The really funny part about this is you are supposedly marrying someone I lived with when I was pregnant with Tony. She is very aware that you don't do shiznit for any of your 5 kids, but as long as you are coming home to her and hers, than that is just fine in her mind. In my eyes, she is less of a woman for not insisting that you man up and take care of your own. I realize that women get desperate and all, but come on. She wonders why my sons hates her son and her for that matter, well there is no question there, its envy because you will be a whateverfigure to her son, but refuses to make an effort with Tony and Tony is a Jr. for christs sake. You asked that I name the boy after you. I guess you just wanted Tony to have a suttle reminder that his dad is an asshole. Orlando Tony Tirrell Hall Sr., if you are out there, never wonder why Tony doesn't want anything to do with you. It is no mystery. You are an asshole. Next time you try and hang yourself, why don't you find a better spot than your own porch so at least we can collect Social Security off your sorry ass. Im sure it will be more money then than it is now. I know thats harsh, but as many broken promises as you have made to my son and as many times as you have failed him in life, I don't feel bad letting you know that this is what I think. You are about as Crypt or gang related as my big toe. I hope you don't think that fake ass wannabe shit you hang on your wall and post on your myspace gets you any respect here. I don't respect gangbangers and Tony will never even acknowledge that you pretend to play that role. So please continue to make your paddles and fake as gang related material to hang on the wall, but know this. Anybody that knows you, knows you are fake. You would hit a woman or a child before a grown man any day of the week. They know that all you will ever be is talk. No company in their right mind is going to hire a 40 person with no experience to do their CAD, and thats even if you do manage to fullfill your educational agreements and graduate. Angie may have family that might feel sorry enough for her financial situation with the likes of you that they would give you a job and for Tony's sake, I hope thats before he graduates highschool so he can expect more than $200 from you a month. Just to say it out loud, $200 doesn't even cover food costs for Tony a month at a public school, think about that for a minute. Your money doesn't even cover cost of a public school lunch for 30 days. Its sad and you are sorry. How do you look in the mirror everyday? How do you live knowing that you have childen all over the state and probably some outside TN, that you never ever see, that don't even know you exist? Where is your pride, oh I forgot you don't really have any? Please don't have the nerve to even point the finger at me, you have been disappointing me and this kid since 1993 and you have never tried to repair it. You made vague attempts in years past, but by then it was too late. It is Tony that wants nothing to do with you. You promised him too many times that you would be there for him and he got to see firsthand that you don't ever keep your promises. He still dreams that you will show up like the Black Knight and produce that motorcycle that you have been promising him for years, he might not admit it, but I know it. Wanna know how, its because I know him and you don't. You couldn't name 20 things about your own son. Id gamble to say you have even forgot his birthday and if so, let me remind you, its 5 days before Christmas. You know how many Birthday or Christmas presents he has gotten from you. Tony has gotten 1 present from you his entire life. When you were splitting from that Fake Marriage about 10 years ago, Layla probably bought Tony gameboy games, she told us about them and we finally got them about 6 months after the fact. You had disappeared by then. Off to Motorcycle Mechanics Institute where you apparently only acquired your Crypt gang membership instead of a degree because not one person including yourself has seen the fruits of that labor. I am ashamed to say that you are Tony's father. Why don't you just give Tony up? Let Terrell have the legal right that you won't man up to. He calls Tony every week. He takes Tony on vacation with him every year. He buys him school clothes and takes him shopping for his birthday and Christmas. He is planning to help Tony buy his first car. He calls Tony every single semester at school and sends him money for good grades. He comes from freaking Memphis to watch at least one game per season. Hell ou live down the street and you haven't been to one game intentionally to watch Tony. In fact the last game you did go to was when Tonys baseball team played Tre's and you made my son cry by embarrassing him in front of his friends by badmouthing me out loud and saying that "He only thinks if you as a check". Do you realize you hadn't paid me in a year when you made that stupid unworthy statement and I think that is the day that Tony grew so bitter for you that hatred set it. When you took your lack of interest him to the level of embarrassing him in front of an entire audience of his peers, something in him died that day and I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR IT and apparently he never will either. Terrell is the real father in this situation and you won't even be man enough to let him have that title. The next time we are in court, I plan to mention the myspace page with the money(Don't bother removing it, I Ctrl+PrintScrn and got it and the gang related stuff), the great gaps in time that you go without seeing your son, the time you made him cry at the game(I have witnesses Heather's brother was the coach for that team), I am going to mention all of that so pray that you don't have to go there. Judge Meldrum, she isn't a joke like Pat Hess's sorry ass was, she will put you in jail and when she does you will have no choice but to either pay me or give up your rights and still pay me what you owe me. I loathe you. You have never raised a finger to help anyone but yourself and failed miserably at that. You don't have any excuses for failure, there were not children to hold you back from pursuing your dreams, you f**ked those dreams up for yourself, you can blame no one for your failure but yourself. I raised Tony into the good man he will become, I made sure he has nice clothes, I have fed him, taken care of him when he was sick, handled all the nosebleeds, attended all the sports events, dealt with the school, provided the childcare and all of his needs. I bet you didn't even know that he recently had surgery. I did that and with 000 help from you. I hope Tony becomes famous one day and you have the nerve to be one of those deadbeat dads that show up when their kids make it and get rich. Trying to get closer to money you didn't earn or have a hand in earning. It won't matter, I also raised my son not to take any shiznit and he wouldn't help you just like you didn't help him because he, unlike you, will be a good man and when he has children, he will be a good father. And he owes you nothing and I would never allow you to take credit for any of his good works. Be a man and give the boy up if you never intend to help me make him a future. Terrell Vestal is Tony's father, I want to change Tony's name and forget you ever existed, can you possibly put your own feelings back in your ass for one moment and do one good thing for your kid and thats give him up?